Hobbiton

Assalaamualaikum..
Hari tu janji nak ceritakan..

We actually went to NZ after my sis in law convocation on 16th Oct. We landed at Auckland, rented a mpv Hyundai Starex and off we went to Hobbiton. It was a very long journey from Auckland and what we saw along the road to Hobbiton is cows & sheep on very green field..hmmm..what a wonderful scenery.

Actually the whole area is big but the movie set area is not that big...but still i love the surroundings with green field, beautiful trees, the hobbit homes (holes). There is one expensive fake tree there according to the tour guide. Actually we did not watch that movie so we were quite blur. Balik je from cuti, I asked encik somi to get the movie tapi sekrg tgh ada kat astro pun. But actually the scene yg dekat this hobbiton is just tak sampai 5 minit pun..haishh..

Anyway..just enjoy the pics..

Trip to the beautiful NZ

Assalaamualaikum..
Hi readers..just came back from my trip to Melbourne - Auckland - Hamilton....hehe. Mmg best sangat..
Will update later eh...anyway, have a look at this pic..awesome?

Happy Birthday to my darling sister

Dear Busu,
Happy Birthday to you!! May Allah bless u & ur family...ehem..x lama lagi bertiga pulak. I am happy for you dear. Love you forever... I have delivered this cute mashimaro..hope u like it coz i like it so much..hehe.

Steam Generator Iron Morphy Richards

Assalaamualaikum..
How are you readers? Harap semuanya sihat. Alhamdulillah, saya pun sihat. Hari ini, saya nk cerita pasal iron. Bukan apa, one of my friends (schoolmate dulu) is now in UK. She will be back for good end of this year. So dia tanya whether any of us need to buy anything from UK, dia boleh tolong belikan. Entah mcm mana terbuka cerita pasal iron.
So dia kata iron ni special, dia pun pakai. Saya pun tergoda lah juga kan sebab saya mmg x suka iron baju. Memenatkan. Tapi according to my friend, this iron mmg tiptop. Mmg senang je hilang kedut. So kami pun pi lah tgk kat website amazon.uk. Saya dah pilih iron ni...hehe. Cantik tak? Tapi yang penting ia memudahkan, harga mmg mahal la drpd iron biasa. Saya pernah ternampak kat Aeon, jenama philips kot, Harganya RM1700 kalau x silap...mahalkan. So better beli from UK.

Ni lah iron tu..took the picture from amazon.uk. Gedabak kan but actually yg bawah tu water tank dia. Bila nak iron, angkat je iron tu from the water tank.

Roses are red, Violets are blue

Assalaamualaikum..
Alhamdulillah dengan rahmat Allah, I am still alive & healthy on this beautiful day today. Dapat menikmati nikmat Allah yang sangat melimpah bersama keluarga & rakan yg disayangi.

Anyway, I received a dozen of roses yesterday nite from my beloved Am, advance gitu...walaupun ada gaduh2 sikit semalam..hahah.  Sbb gaduh kan so mcm ala2 malas nk layan the roses tp dlm hati I love the roses so much..hehe. Thank you Allah for giving Am to me...jiwangs skettt

Eh....ada lagi hadiah..from my younger sister...thanks dear..so cute

Raya di opis

Assalaamualaikum..
Hi girls...how is your raya? Raya lagi ke..dah 22 Syawal ni..hehe. Penat kan musim raya ni..penat ape tau, penat makan. Iskh..anyway syukur alhamdulillah kan atas nikmat Allah ini. Boleh beraya & makan2 dgn aman damai, berjumpa keluarga & sahabat..
Baru2 ni ada la celebration raya kat opis..so kami pun ambik gambor byk2..meriah kan.

Kawan2 datang beraya

Assalaamualaikum

Mcm mana ur weekend? Mine...hmm..takde any invitation open house pun. So we all lepak2 aje di rumah. Tapi Am kata ada la office mate dia maybe nak singgah tp x confirm lg. So Am request soto..saje tau sebenarnye dia yang nak makan soto tu. Tapi saya pun tak kisah coz saya pun suka soto. Kat my office ni adala kedai makan jual soto tp x sedap. Yg hairannye ramai aje org yg makan. Bukan apa, sup dia tu mcm air je, kurang rasa ayam...pehtu makan ngan kicap tuang dari botol, mana ade kick kan. Tp maybe dah x de choice, so belasah je la..

Ok berbalik cerita tadi, kami pun pi lah pasar..dah kol 10 baru terkedek2 pi pasar. Taugeh pun menjadi rebutan, sib baik saya berjaya menyambar taugeh nyonya sorg ni...hehe. Selalu saya pi pasar tani kat Prima Saujana tu tapi kalau lambat, jgn harap la nak beli mee ke taugeh, nak2 masa musim open house ni. So skrg ni mmg pi pasar jek, bkn jauh pun & kalau lambat pun masih ada lagi.

Balik je umah terus menyinsing lengan..x susah wat soto ni tapi dia byk sgt bahan, suhun goreng, begedil, bwg goreng, kicap cili, ayam siat. Saya pulak kalau boleh mmg nak complete, baru la sedap kannn. So terkedek2 la wat sorg2, x de penolong. Am ada la tolong sibuk...haha. Acah je, ada gak la dia tolong siat ayam.

Soto berjaya siap kol 2.30, terus la tuan rumah makan dgn meriahnye. Last2 kawan Am x dtg pun. Pehtu saya ada gak ajak kawan2 yg sedang beraya di Kajang utk singgah tapi nk wat cemana x de rezeki..ada yg x dpt msg, maklumlaa bz berhari raya. Ada yg hubby nye dah nak demam, x moh dah jalan2...heheh. So mmg 1 hari tu kami makan soto sampai mlm. Pehtu simpan laa dalam peti sbb byk gak saya buat.

Alhamdulillah, esoknye ada sorang kawan sekolah dtg ngan anak2 & bibik dia. So makan lah soto. Walaupun dah simpan dlm peti tapi rasa soto tu masih awesome tau...hehe (perasan sket). Sbb pagi tu kami makan soto lagi...haha. Sup dia, lagi terasa ayamnye sbb dah pekat2 gitu. Salah sorg anak kawan saya tu pulak minat sgt dengan begedil. Last2 tinggal sekeping je utk bibik dia.

Yg lawaknye kawan saya WA kat saya dia kata bibik dia mcm jeles dgn begedil saya tu sbb dia penah buat tapi x de pulak anak kwn saya tu makan beriye. Dalam keta bibik tu cakap..suka ye makan begedil, nanti bibik buatkan...hihihi. Nampaknye begedil bibik sally telah menjeleskan bibik itu.

Ptg tu pulak, dtg sorg kawan Am...so makan lagi soto tapi takde begedil dah...hehe. Tapi saya sempat goreng mee..so tambah lah sket menu sedia ada.

Anyway, thanks to all of you yg sudi dtg...huhuhu. Kami pun enjoy melayan u guys...hehe. To Ban..dtglah lagi..meriah anak2 ko tuh..yg baby Hakim mmg kissable, wangi sgt..hehe. Saya dh lupa lah bau baby sbb anak buah dah besau 4 thn gitu, bila kiss dah ada bau masam2 masin huhuhu.
To Maarop, sila lah dtg lagi...siap bwk Dr Pepper utk Am & earl grey tea (utk saya kot sbb Am dah dpt Dr Pepper..hehe)

See ya..XOXO

Buah binjai

Assalaamualaikum..
You all pernah tak makan buah binjai? Buah ni mmg favourite kak long saya. Kalau balik kpg, buah ni mmg dia carik kalau ada musim. Baru2 ni balik raya, ada pulak binjai ni, kami pun beli di pasar. Along pun bagi la sebijik kat saya. Dia kata "ko makan ni, ko pregnant". Harap2 masin laa mulut ko Long..hehe.
Saya pun peram..bila dia masak, bau dia mmg lah kuat sampai 1 rumah. Balik je keje, terus saya kupas & makan.
Makkk aaiiii...sedapnye yg amat..manis masam lemak...perghhh, nyesal tak mintak lebih. Along pun bagi sebijik aje...
La ni pun rasa kecur jek bila teringat...hmm..

Gambar ehsan google

Oklaa off topic japp, la ni cuti sekolah, clear betul jalan. tadi kuar umah pun kol 7.30, rileks jek..sampai opis kol 8. Tunggulah Isnin nanti...ngeri..

Korang x wat open house ke? Saya mcm malas lah nak wat, kalau nak dtg raya, bgtau je la, saya masak apa2 yg patut ok? hehe. Weekend ni ada org dah start wat open house tapi so far saya x de jemputan lagi...so boleh la lepak2 jek kt umah sambil susun kuih raya kut2 ada org nak mai...

Oklaa..dah merapu dah ni...see ya in next entry..

XOXO

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri

Assalaamualaikum..
Selamat Hari Raya utk semua muslimin & muslimat yg membaca blog ku..
Saya memohon ampun & maaf atas segala salah & silap...

Hari ni baru start keje so mood mandom je sbb ramai lagi yg masih bercuti...layan gambo hari raya yg ada dlm hp. Yang lain sumer dalam camera, x sempat nk donlod lagi..
Tahun ni tema purple..hehe

Mini reunion

Assalaamualaikum..
Baru2 ni (last Saturday 13th July) I have this mini reunion with my ex schoolmate (secondary school). Kitorg berbuka puasa dia Saujana kat Subang Airpport tu. We have a really good time together. Best sgt..wpun x ramai yg dtg coz most of them balik kampung. Tapi mcm biasa lah, ada jugak yg mmg x minat kot nak join2 this kind of activity or anti social..hehe. Anyway, x pe lah kan, masing2 punya prinsip. As for me, best jugak ada this kind of activity so that I can  forget about all those ttc things yang I rasa dah lama membuatkan I stress.
So now, I think I should just forget about it...maybe I should give myself a break from all that. Bila kita terlalu berusaha agaknye, semua x menjadi.

Ok back to subject. Mmg excited dpt jumpa semula kawan2, selalu tgk dalam fb aje. So...siapa yg datang? Ada Pyrus, Mask, Yuyu, Powie, Elia, Mel, Ude, Sue Mud...mmg meriah la. Dgn amik gambar ngalahkan artis. We all stay sampai kol 10 kot..Makanan pun awesome. Weekend kot so x lah pack sgt mcm masa weekdays. I mmg malas nak buka kat hotel on weekdays cos mmg byk kut mereka2 yg buka puasa di hotel after office. Nak ambil food pun, kena beratur panjang.

Harap2 banyak lagi aktiviti kita nanti ye kengkawan..enjoy the pics

Kami

Suami & Anak2

Kami lagi

Kami, suami & anak2 masing2

Ramadhan datang...

Assalaamualaikum..
Lusa insya Allah kita umat Islam akan mula berpuasa..hmmm seronoknye. Tiba2 kan dah nak pose ni, Am kata nak makan kfc so semalam pi lah makan kfc. Dah lama gila x makan kfc. Pehtu..teringin pulak nk makan kat Ana Ikan Bakar Petai kat Bangi. So pi jugaklah semalam. Padahal x plan pun..hehe.
Yelah, bulan puasa nanti mana nak pi makan kfc bagai kan...baik makan kt umah jek. Senang..

Tak tahulah mcm mana keadan trafik di bulan puasa nanti. Saya mcm berazam la kan nak masak, tp tgk la dulu keadaan, boleh sampai umah kol bape. Tahun ni mcm malas kot nak buke pose kat hotel, nak sahut seruan jangan membazir..chewah. Pdhal dah ada geng ajak...tgklah..skali skala, ok kot.

Pehtu terpikir plak lah kan nak sahur ape nanti...rasa mcm awal2 maybe boleh makan nasik. Pehtu dah ok, boleh la makan oat jek..huhuhu. Senang kan, x payah nak masak2...haha. Maklumlah kami kan berdua2an. Rasa mcm nak bawak kettle naik bilik. Pehtu bangun masak air, curah oat, minum, pehtu tidoq balik...huhuhu. Tp tgklah dulu kan kut2 x cukup sahur oat kang pening plak...

Oklah sebenarnye nak wish u all Selamat Berpuasa...semoga puasa kita diterima Allah..insya Allah..

So..see yaa..XOXOXO

Buat baik berpada-pada

assalaamualaikum
just to share my feelings with you...my dear blog...
recently, i have this feeling like those people around me mcm ingat i ni teruk sgt so those people mcm nak bagi nasihat sokmo.
I tak sure lah sama ada I yg terover sensitive atau those people yg terover sgt concern pasal I. I sebenarnya bukan nak salahkan org2 mcm ni  tapi org2 mcm I (yang masih ttc) ni mmg sensitif.

So kdg2, lebih baik those people diam dari berkata2 wpun nak nasihat. Boleh ke I nak mcm tu?? Haha...tp seriously, I mmg rasa geram n nak jawab tapi I sabarkan diri sbb maybe niat dia nak bagi nasihat ikhlas tapi sebab I ni dalam situasi yg agak down, I mcm rasa dia ni ingat I ni teruk lah kan sebab Allah x makbulkan doa I nak dapat zuriat so dia mcm ala2 nak bagi nasihat la mcm mana nak dpt doa yg makbul or mcm mana nk dpt zuriat kot.

Contohnyelah kan
Org tu : Jom pi ceramah
Saya : Aku tak pi kot..bla  bla..

Beberapa minit kemudian...

Saya : Best ke ceramah?
Org tu: Majlis ilmu, doa makbul, meh turun berdoa je pun ok.
Saya : Terima kasih atas ingatan
(dalam hati rasa nak jawab...ya aku tau, apesal cara dia cakap ni mcm aku x pernah pi ceramah. Selalu aku pi gak tapi aku takde pulak ckp kat dia mcm tu kalau dia x nak pi).

Tak tau lah aku rasa kalau nak nasihat kena tgk jugalah situasi org yg kita nak nasihat tu. Tak perlulah nak paksa2 org, kalau dah ajak, org tu x nak, ade lah reason dia, x perlu lah nak paksa2, bukan dia budak2 yg x paham.

Contoh lagi..org yg sama ni..

Org tu : Ko buatlah ivf, balik2 buat IUI
Saya : Ko ingat senang ke IVF tu?
Org tu : Ala mcm IUI je kan
Saya : (nampak sgt ko x tau & tak pernah buat, lg nak advice). Byklah ko punya IUI, dia mcm minor operation tau tak, siap bius2. Injection ubat lg & kesannya x tau mcm mana ikut org.

Lepas tu saya pun buat IVF...mesti dia puas hati sbb x payah nak paksa2 saya buat lg. Saya rasa bende2 mcm ni tak perlu la nak advice. Setiap org tu lain, x semua pun berfikiran sama. Jadi biarlah saya buat keputusan saya sendiri. Saya x suka org sibuk2. Kdg2 saya stress & buat saya nk marah jadi x pasal2 kan dah jadi gaduh pulak kan.

Lepas tu ada lagi...

Org tu : Ko buatlah solat dhuha, bagus tau...bla bla..
Saya : Hari2 aku buat kt opis..kecuali kalau ada hal ke meeting ke
Org tu : Oh ye ke?

Nampak tak apa yg saya cuba nk ckp? Bukan saya x nak terima nasihat tapi sebelum bagi nasihat, boleh tak perhatikan dulu org yg nak dinasihati tu. Takkan lah saya nak buat announcement kat sumer org...wei korang, aku nak buat solat dhuha ni. Kang kata riak pulak.

Pastu lepas IVF failed..ada pulak yg cakap (ni org lain pula...byklah penasihat saya)

Org nun: Kesian, duit byk pun x boleh nak buat apa
Saya: yelah (tapi dalam hati rasa nak jawab. Bukan org duit byk je buat ivf, ada yg pinjam saudara, buat loan semata2 utk mendapatkan zuriat. Org mana tahu sbb x perlu pun bgtau..maka jgn lah ckp mcm tu). Ini bukan cerita duit byk ke duit x byk, ini cerita mcm mana lagi nak usaha utk dptkan zuriat, paham? Dan kalau kita nak, kita kenalah usaha.

Kdg2 aku geram jugak kan, org tak tau mcm mana kita kumpul duit, dia senang2 je ckp...'x pe lah hang kaya, byk duit, x de commitment'. Dia ingat x de anak je, x de commitment, x de anak je kaya. Abih tu usaha nak dpt anak tu pakai apa? Ayaq liuq ka?
Kadang2 heran jugak..kita tgk dia kerja sama je ngan kita, ntah2 gaji dia lagi lebih tapi x tau kenapa dia asik ckp saya lagi kaya..mungkin sbb kata2 dia tu dah jadi doa so dia pun nmpk saya lebih kaya dari dia..haha
Terima kasih ye sbb doakan...

Inilah kot yang org kata buat baik berpada2....mcm cerita2 saya ni, maybe org nak buat bende baik tapi saya pulak yg tension. Harap2 org2 ni perasan & x buat saya tension lg lepas ni. And kalaulah dia terfikir yg Allah x makbulkan doa saya, saya nak ckplah kan.......
Satu je doa Allah x makbulkan tapi byk lagi doa yg Allah makbulkan, kesihatan, rezeki2 lain yg x terhitung, suami yg best utk saya (perasan la pulak Am tu), keluarga etc. Alhamdulillah

So dia & yang sewaktu dengannya tak perlu risau..baik dia risaukan keluarga dia kann...

Laman Grill Tmn Putra Kajang

assalaamualaikum..
semalam pi dinner kat laman grill taman putra kajang. Ingtkan area tu area bangi tp kajang rupanya. Memula ingtkan nak pi makan kat Shah Alam branch dgn Busu this weekend tp sebab Busu cam bz kan.
Am laa yang dok search kat website laman grill, rupanya ada kat kajang. Sebenarnya kitorg mmg penah pi situ tp x peras pulak. Masa tu kitorg makan kat Rumah Cibiuk (restoran makanan sunda).
Laman Grill pun dah ada kat Bangi seksyen 3 kalau ikut website dia.

Sebenarnya Laman Grill ni owner dia ialah Chef Zubir masterchef tu. Hari tu masuk dlm jjcm. So aku pun pilih lah menu yg si Qi dok makan tu, marbeled chicken chop. Tapi pada aku lahkan, aku nyer expectation lg tinggi kot...bila aku makan semalam biasa jek. Bukanlah x sedap tp xdelah ketika aku makan tu aku rasa heaven...hehe. Tapi yg Am makan semalam sedap gak...short ribs. Cuma Am kata sos dia tu mcm terlebih masam. Overall, oklaa...kiranya aku nak gak dtg lagi n rasa menu yg lain.

Kalau korang nk dtg melalui bangi, korang pi je ke arah Red Wok tp dia depan lagi dekat bawah highway Silk. Kalau nampak restoran Rumah Cibiuk, masuklah area tu, Laman Grill ada kat belakang corner..kena cari2 sikit.

Aku tensen sebenarnye ngan gambor ni sbb muka terkejut...biasalah tgk saper cameraman kan...tp lantaklah, aku nk tunjuk yg aku sedang cuba menikmati makanan tu sbnrnye

 

 

ni gambar yg aku amik dari web laman grill...gempak je kan? Tp yg sbnrnye seperti gambar dia atas tapi ye laa camera aku pun cikai je tp still laa gambar lg hebat dari realiti...hehe. Kasik besau sikit biar korang teringin...haha

 

Marbled chic chop

 

Braised honey bbq short ribs

Pak Putra dan cinta jgn pergi

Assalaamualaikum
Semalam blk melaka hantar mak. Bertolak ptg, sampai pun dh lewat so terus pi mkn. Apa lg, terus nk try Restoran Pak Putra yg depa dok kata best tu. Mmg not bad la, roti naan dia lembut n ayam tandoori mmg best, terasa rempah ratus n lembut je isinye. Mmg ramai ler, penuh tp cepat je sampai makanan, yelaa takat roti n ayam, laju je diorg buat..dah expert.

Pehtu nak cite pasal drama cinta jgn pergi dah tamat tadi..huhu. Sib baik happy ending, maklumla kita ni tgh sedih kan, so nk laa menghappykan diri. Sekrg tingal nk tunggu cite teduhan kasih, ssid n dahlia jek.

Esok dah keje, malehnya rasa nk ngadap opis..huhu. Oklah, nak tido laa or layan candy crush jap before tido..

IVF - the result

Assalaamualaikum..
2 weeks' wait telah berakhir. Asalnya nak buat blood test esok tapi nurse, Ida suruh buat hari Rabu pulak. So we all pun follow je. Mmg berdebar2 lahkan...
Lepas dah amik darah kami pun balik sambil menunggu keputusannya. Last2 aku call Ida sbb selalunya dia hanya semak bila kita call. Mmg rasa x sedap hati jek
Dan....















Keputusannya adalah...tidak berjaya :(


Ya kawan2, maka berakhirlah penantian & sebuah impian...
Apa nak buat, aku telah berusaha sedaya upaya, berdoa siang & bangun malam juga utk berdoa dengan penuh harapan. Namun semuanya adalah ketentuan Allah.
Sedih jugak kenapalah susah sgt Allah nak bagi zuriat kat aku kan.
Org2 yg mendera/buang budak tu senang pulak ada zuriat..haiihhh...

So kawan2 yg dah tau terutama opis mate semua tak perlulah nak pujuk ye sbb apa pun x kan dpt memujuk hati ni. Hanya siapa yang dah go thru all this akan faham...
Tujuan aku cerita pun hanya nak kongsi pengalaman so that yg senasib akan mendapat sedikit info.
Semalam mmg teramatlah sedih, hari ni dah ok..maybe aku lebih kuat sebab before ni pun pernah kecewa sangat sebab keguguran..

IVF - ET day

Assalaamualaikum..
Alhamdulillah ET was smoothly done last Monday. Tp before that mcm2 hal..mula2 mmg dah confirm by Dr Adilah nurse Ida, yg ET will be at 3 pm. So aku budget ngan Am nk bertolak dr umah dlm kol 11.30 am. Aku ni jenis yg x nak la last minute mende2 serius mcm ni kan. So mmg as planned, kami pun gerak pi bangsar, singgah lunch kt kedai kelantan.

Lps mkn, saje nk check tepon, tgk2 ada missed calls dr Dr Adilah n nurse dia. Terus aku jadi gabra, rupanya nak awalkan. Lg la aku gabra, Ida kata lupa nk call pg td. Ni yg den lomah ni. Aku call Dr pulak. Spt biasa, Dr Adilah yg cool n lemah lembut kata kat aku, jgn risau, kita buat pukul 2.

So dgn kelam kabutnye aku pi Pantai. Dahla kena full bladder, so kena minum bagai. Kat Admission plak mcm ada system problem so agak slow. Alhamdulillah akhirnya dlm kol 1.15pm dah settle, terus pi ivf unit. So kami disuruh rileks kat lounge, kol 1.45pm br kena tukar baju. Sambil tu, ku cuba memenuhkan bladder yg mcm dah penuh kot, konpius. Adakah mmg penuh atau aku yg nervous.

Am dibenarkan masuk tp pakai baju OT mcm Dr tu..lawak plak tgk, terus hilang sikit gabra aku.
Lps tukar baju tunggu Dr Adilah dtg. Nmpk je Dr Adilah dgn senyuman nye terus rasa lega..huhu.

About the procedure, mmg lenguh la kaki sbb posisi mcm org nk bersalin. Mmg malu la tp sumer pompuan kecuali Am..hehe..lega. Wpun x lama procedure tp rasa lama sbb dgn rasa nak terjebat, dgn lenguh kaki nye. Tp procedure tu x lah sakit cuma senak masa dr nak bukak pintu je. Pehtu sbb bladder penuh, Dr siap kuarkan after procedure so x payah bgn pi toilet.

So lps baring dekat 1 jam, boleh la bangun. So we all terus la balik. So sekrg ni aku tgh rehat2 kt umah tp mmg x berapa nk rehat sbb terasa kembung yg amatlah tidak selesa. Kena dok bersandar aje, baring pun kdg2 x selesa. Ya Allah permudahkanlah...ameen.

Nanti sambung lg yek..

IVF - after OPU

Assalaamualaikum..hi all..

Alhamdulillah the OPU went on smoothly yesterday. Thank you Allah for giving me the strength to face it since this is the first time for me to be in OT.

Pagi2 lagi we have arrived at Pantai and terus pi Admission. Masuk ward double bedded since this is part of the ivf package. Rehat2 jap, dlm kol 10 kot..x ingatlah..Dr Nazri, pakar bius dtg to introduce himself.

Dlm pukul 11 lebih, terus tukar baju & nurse bagi injection ubat penenang. Sakit hokeh..Am kata besau gila jarumnye. After rehat jap, dkt kol 12 terus ditolak ke OT. Tp lepak kt luar OT dulu, nurse tanya2 soklan, pastu kol 12 kot depa tolak masuk OT. Masa tu x tau kenapa rileks je, agaknye sbb ubat tu kot. Bila sekrg terpikir, eeee mcm mana la aku berani kan semalam. Sekrg pikir pun mcm nak panik je..

Dalam OT, depa cucuk lagi utk drip air, ish..cucuk manjang lah. Pehtu, teringat kawan bgtau jgn lupa mengucap before bius. Aku pun mengucap je la spjg menunggu tu takut tetiba pengsan. Rupanya blom lagi daa..tu drip masuk air jek. Dgrlah nurse borak2 sambil tunggu Dr Adilah. Kol 12.15 cam terdengar suara Dr Adilah…hehe. Tp yg heran masa tu x suspense, mmg berkesan betul ubat penenang tu. Pehtu terus nurse kata nak start skrg ke sambil angkat mask yg lekap kt hidung/mulut tu. Pastu terus dia letak kat hidung & mulut, aku pun mengucap sambil bernafas mcm biasa. Masa tu sempat pikir, eh eh..apesal x pengsan ni. Lps tu zzzzzz.

Buka mata je, aku dgr bising2 pastu dlm hati dok ckp…laa x buat lg ke? Apesal aku dlm OT lg ni. Tetiba nurse ckp, dah sudah ye operation. Aik…dah rupanya. Pastu Dr Adilah ada lagi kat situ, kejap tu dia bagi injection, ovidrel kut, dia ada bgtau tp aku mcm blur lg masa tu.

Pastu kuar OT dlm kol  1 camtuh, rehat dlm wad, asik la nk tertido manjang. Tp nurse kata buleh la minum & makan dah. Maybe discharge dlm kol 5. Sepanjang nk tunggu kol 5, nurse asik kuar masuk check bp & suhu.

Dah panjang pulak entry ni, anyway discharge semlm kol 5.30, sama plak mcm office hr..

Eh eh baru dapat sms dar Dr Adilah, result of the fertilization:

From 10 eggs, 7 mature (M2), 1 immature (M1), 1 very immature (GV), 1 abnormal shape

ICSI on 7 M2 eggs

Today checked 4 fertilized :) Alhamdulillah

So ET most probably at Day 5..this Monday

Ya Allah..permudahkan lah...

 

 

IVF - Before OPU

Assalaamualaikum..

Semalam pergi scan lagi. Wknd hari tu ada gak rasa kembung yg x boleh pakai jeans..huhu. Dr check masa tu & confirm OPU will be on Wednesday which is tomorrow!! Please pray for me ya kengkawan. Hope everything will go on smoothly…Ameen.

Pehtu kan ingatkan ari isnin x payah inject dah rupanya kena jugak. Cetrotide on 12.30 noon. Suprefact on 1.30 am…pergh. So mlm tadi saya x tidur la kan sbb takut terlajak plak nak inject tu. Am pun konon x nak tido tp hmmm. So saya pun marathon la cite ‘Teduhan Kasih’ sampai termimpi2.

Pehtu kol 1 dah habis marathon, mata pun ngantuk, sib baik Am bangun. So bila tgk saya dah tertido, dia plak x berani nak tido, sat gi terlajak, naya. Saya tido dgn bestnye, masa Am kejut nak inject pun mcm mamai je.

Pagi tadi masa nk pi kerja rasa perut x selesa mcm senak sgt pehtu mcm angin pehtu rasa nk muntah pun ada. Alamak, jgn laa jadi ape2 plak nak pi keje. Masa kat opis tadi pun sama tp lama2 dia mcm kurang…Alhamdulillah..lega. Tadi pagi x boleh concentrate dgn keje, rasa nk baring je supaya x senak perut.

So hari ni x de injection..lega tp kena makan ubat:

8.00 am 1 biji antibiok vibramycin

8.00 pm 1 biji antibiok vibramycin + 2 biji dulcolax utk clearkan perut. Tak boleh makan dah waktu ni, Dr soh dinner awal dlm kol 6.30 camtu. So after pukul 8.00 x leh makan tp boleh minum air putih jek (air yg x berkeladak. Mcm milo, susu sumer x leh. Kalau sirap still boleh)

12.30pm – no food & drink at all sampailah waktu procedure which is scheduled on 12.30 noon Wednesday.

Iskh..tatuttt..Semoga Allah permudah kan..ameen.

IVF - info on injections & OPU

Assalaamualaikum...

7 June (Thursday) hari tu jumpa Dr Adilah…hmm telur ok cuma blom besar lg. Dr expect dah besar & boleh wat OPU on Monday. Lgun based on my anti mullerian hormone, Dr kata patutnya lg byk telur sbb bacaan nya tinggi & dose pun kira dah terlebih la tapi still telur tak la byk giler. Kira ok laa.

Dr kata kalau dia tgk test tu, mesti dia soh inject pergoveris sahaja, gonal x perlu tapi sbb result tu hari tu x dpt lg, so dia prescribe je ikut umur. Awat x habaq Dr...kurang sikit injections..hehe. Tp oklah kan nanti sikit plak telur.

Kiranya test anti mullerian hormone tu boleh digunakan utk determine dose ubat/injection utk ensure kita x terlebih, takut kena OHSS. Kiranye test ini predict ovarian response in IVF.

So Dr predict akan wat OPU on Wednesday..tatuttt…huhuh. Dr pesan lg, utk elak OHSS:

1.       Minum air 2 litre sehari

2.       Makan putih telur 2 bijik sehari (yaikss tp ku telan jua)

So lepas scan semlam perlu continue lg injection pergo + gonal + cetrotide sampai ari Ahad 9/6 (adussss). Ari Isnin pagi x perlu inject & dtg klinik utk scan lagi. Lg satu, Dr kira 1^st day injection tu sebagai S1 (stimulation day 1 kot). So semalam dah S7.

Oh ye, pasal injection cetrotide yg menakutkan itu, mmg sakit..pedih je after injection pehtu siap ada darah plak..iskh. Then dia jadi mcm bintat (tau x apa bintat, ala kalau nyamuk gigit kan mcm ada tanda tu). Dlm 30 minit dok baring je supaya hilang kepedihan itu.

Oh ye, ada yg nak tau on OPU or proses sedut telur..ni from google

How and when is oocyte retrieval performed?

All women who undergo this procedure will be administered human chorionic gonadotrophin (hCG) 36 hours prior to the procedure. hCG administration is the final stage of ovarian stimulation and the hormone stimulates the ovaries to mature oocytes in preparation for release. Its administration allows practitioners to schedule oocyte retrieval to coincide with maturation (i.e. 36 hours following hCG administration) and hospital working hours (i.e. there is no longer a need to retrieve oocytes on weekends or at nights). Women will generally be provided with hCG injections which they can administer at home, at a time specified by practitioners at their IVF clinic. Women then only need to enter a clinic on the day of collection and not for injection administration.

When attending the clinic for oocyte retrieval, the patient will be anaesthetised with a local anaesthetic. A transvaginal ultrasound will be conducted to assess ovarian follicular development and the number and position of ovarian follicles for aspiration will be recorded. A needle guide and appropriately sized needle are then attached to the vaginal ultrasound probe and inserted carefully into the vagina. At this stage the needle tip will be withdrawn into the probe so that is does not get contaminated. The needle will then be lined up with the most accessible follicle and the needle tip extended and carefully inserted into the follicle. The fluid contained in the follicle is then sucked into a syringe. The process will be repeated until all accessible follicles in the ovary have been aspirated. The needle will then be removed and flushed for blockages prior to insertion into the second ovary.

IVF - the beginning

Assalaamualaikum..

Lama juga saya memikirkan whether to write or not to write on my treatment. But I feel that I need to share so that if anyone of you nak go thru IVF, boleh la baca2 info2 & experience saya yg x seberapa ni kan. Sbb saya sendiri pun rasa happy bila baca experience org2 yg sedang mencuba kaedah ni. Terasa mcm 'you re not alone', but definitely we are not alone coz Allah will always be with us :)

OK let's start...

22 May 2013

Jumpa dr adilah minta advice whether to continue with IVF since IUI baru2 ni tak berjaya. Agak pening gak sbb tiba2 office nak buat team building on 14 June. Dengan confidentnye bgtau dr yg next p will be on 2 June..biasanya laa kalau 27 days cycle. So rasanya sempat pergi team building pehtu baru ada procedure2 ivf ni. So dr soh start makan progynova. Dlm kepala dok pikir, sapa nak inject kalau pi team building sbb nk bagi tugas tu dekat Am…errr..nantilah pikir.
Dr bgtau dia cuti & akan balik on 5 June tp dia dah siap tulis lah injection punye cite.

27 May 2013

Alamak dah p..oh no..cepat seminggu le pulok. Terus gabra, mcm mana ni, mcm x dpt je wat ivf sbb dr pun x de, ubat blom beli. Biasanya 2^nd day p dah kena start injection. Lps tu teringat pula team building. Terus msg Dr sbb x tau mcm mana. Dr bgtau yg mmg x boleh pi team building..up to me to decide whether to do it now or postpone. Last2 aku ikut je gerak hati ni..nak teruskan

Dr kata teruskan makan progynova. Eh..eh..rilek je dr ni, aku dah gabra ni sbb ubat pun x beli. Terus call kak faudziah saje nk bgtau dia maybe nk kena ambil ubat..ada stock ke? Kak Faudziah pun gabra sbb stock mcm x cukup. Terus msg Dr lagi kata takut ubat x cukup, bla  bla bla.

Dr jawab dgn rilek & cool..x pe you maybe start injection jumaat 31 May..phew..lega gak tp dlm hati masih blur. Ckp ngan Am..iskh biasanya 2^nd day p dah start amik injection, ni dah hari ke 5. Tp last2 terpikir, sape yg dr ni? Hehe..so ikut je lah ckp dr.

So 2-3 hari lepas tu dok communicate ngan Dr & Kak Faudziah psl dos ubat la etc. Dr soh stop progynova on 29^th & start pergo & gonal injecton this Friday morning 31/5. Sian doctor tgh cuti pun kena jwb soklan patient, ye la..sbb dr je cuti patient x cuti..hehe

30 May 2013

Ptg ni nak jumpa kak faudziah beli ubat & belajar mcm mana nk inject. Suspense.  Harga ubat RM4,565 (consists of pergoveris, gonal, cetrotide, ovidrel). Ops tergezut I tgk harganya. Kak Faudziah pesan lg kena loving2 je masa wat ivf ni..alamak baru je tadi hangin sbb Am lambat masa nk pi amik ubat. Ok kak, will try my best..huhu.

31 May
Start pergo & gonal..injection by my personal Dr Am…huhu. Continue sampai jumpa Dr Adilah on 6^th June. Experience? Perghh...mmg leceh jugak esp pergo tu kena larutkan dulu before inject. Gonal dah siap dlm pen dia. Ni gambar ehsan google..yg last sekali tu gonal

4 June

Suspense nye..ok ke telurku?..harapnye ok sepeti yg Dr nak. So far x de la bloated sgt2 tp ada la rasa. Cuma injection pergo tu 1^st time je ok, seterusnya rasa pedih. Gonal ok je. Ya Allah, berikan yg terbaik utk ku..ameen. Khamis ni kena start cetrotide, kena inject malam..takutnye bila baca review sbb ada yg lebam kat bahagian injection..


Oklaa..nanti continue lagi, nak cite pasal scan semalam tp mcm dah panjang sgt pulak la entry ni..

Photobook number 8

Assalaamualaikum..
I am writing this post using my new office lappy...happy dpt lappy baru, at the same time geram sbb org yg transfer tu x abis transfer my email so my 2012 till current emails sumer ilang. Plus lappy ni byk plak rulesnya, nak save kat C tak bole, dah la guna windows 7 ni i mcm blur sikit..iskh..

Anyways, back to the story..baru je sampai my photobook. Amacam, ok tak..ala biasa2 jek pun, dah x de idea lah sekrg ni. Kena cuti wat photobook dulu kot, mana tau nanti dtg idea baru kan. Ini gamba masa pi Cebu Island, rasanya I ada citer la dlm blog, cer carik...hehe

Latest Photobook - 2012 events...

Assalaamualaikum..
Sepi je blog ni kan sesepi ownernye...huhu. Ada ke org yg baca eh? Hihi..Anyway, just quick update on my latest photobook...

Muka depan

Gambau raya 2012, baru terhegeh2 nak buat photobook :)

celebrations

Rombongan Cik Sally ke Bandung

Assalaamualaikum..
Dah lama dah entry ni terendam! Ok let's start. Actually it was my bro's idea to go to Bandung, after our trip to Legoland. My bro & his family tak pernah lg naik flight so I suggest to them to go to Spore. Tp dah alang2 naik flight, baik jauh sikit kan so we decided  to go to Bandung. Last minute pulak, my Along nak join..so on 22nd March off we went to Bandung via Air Asia. Tak murah pun..masa tu promotion biasa2 aje. Will summarize the cost at the end of this entry kay...
Ok now let's start the journey..

Day  0 (Friday)
Arrival to Bandung -12.05 am (11.05 am at Bandung). Om Budi was there to fetch us to the nearby hotel, Grand Pacific. We know Om Budi through my bro's office mate. Adalah saudara dia kawin dgn Om Budi (something like that).
We went ngeteh after that & went back to hotel about 2.00 am. Talking about ngeteh, the teh tarik is not at all like KL. So if you are teh tarik's fan, be extra careful (dasat betul warning..hehe). Either the teh tarik will taste a little bit or extra sour or taste awful coz they use the jasmine tea. OMG, jasmine tea is a big NO to me.

Day 1 (Saturday)

All of us...at Tangkuban

We went out at 9.30 am and it was already like 11.00a.m so I guess it is better if you go out earlier. The traffic was very bad and the road was narrow & not in good condition. Van yang we all naik pun agak x selesa but we all ok je, janji boleh jalan..hehe. This morning's agenda was to go to Tangkuban Perahu. At first we heard that it was closed due to asap keluar so takut meletus la pulak. Tapi dah rezeki agaknye, dah buka pulak. So mmg agak jauh la this place. The way up to Tangkuban was like to Cameron Highland.

Kampung Daun

After Tangkuban, we had our lunch at Kampung Daun, it is like a village with many huts. Malangnye, hujan pulak turun. Dahlaa pondok kami atas sekali, jenuh juga berjalan dlm hujan. basically the food is ok. Harga agak mahal jugalah.

We went back to the hotel to send my sis yg dah pening due to the journey..huhu. Then off we went to Rumah Mode factory outlet. There were many people there but most clothes for women are not for hijabers. For men, yes..there are a lot of shirts/office wear to choose i.e. YSL, Hugo, etc.

At Chilaki Seafood

We end our day with dinner at Cilaki Seafood...the food& the price was ok laa. I asked for teh tarik hoping that it will be teh tarik kl but again..tipah tertipu. You can see the teh tarik in picture..menarik?

Toko 3

Day 2 (Sunday)

Trans Studio

We went out early today, unfortunately Om pula yg lewat. About 9.00 am we went to Toko 3 factory outlet. There are a lot of branded clothes here for both women & men. Ada Levi's, Hugo, Emporio Armani, Zara, Bershka etc. Byk juga kami shopping di sini.












Then we went to Trans Studio, a theme park in a shopping mall but we did not go in. The ticket is quite expensive RM80 per person.


For lunch, we went to Restoran Sederhana Nasi Padang. I love the food here..very nice & the place is clean.

At Heritage Factory Outlet

After lunch, we went to Heritage factory outlet...there are a lot of factory outlets here along the way. Besides clothes, there are luggage bags, handbags etc. We were here until evening and went for dinner at the same restaurant we went earlier i.e. Gampoeng Acheh.

At Pasar Baru & Makan bakso & batagor at Kingsley

Day 3 (Monday)
Today is our last day to go shopping!!! How time flies. We were supposed to go to Pasar baru for the whole day but suddenly Om suggested that we went to Jalan Dago factory outlet first as it is nearby our hotel. So..you can guess what happen when we get to go to factory outlet. Bukan we all, but the guys yg shopping spree.
So alamatnye lambat lah. Sampai Pasar Baru dah dekat pukul 3. There were so many people & the place is so big ada 12 tingkat. So many shops selling telekung, blouse, batik, bags, shoes....rasa nk pengsan. So kalau u all nak dtg, you guys must allocate 1 full day here. Please take note that they closed at 5.00 pm. The best opt is to come here first and look around. At the same time, you can plan what to buy, the next day you can go to the specific shop & buy whatever you have in mind. That evening we went to try the popular food in Bandung..bakso!! Mmg lazat...and ada lagi satu jenis masakan, batagor (bakso tauhu goreng). mmg superb lah..

Day 4 (Tuesday)
Pagi lepas subuh terus pi airport..

So..I think that is all about our trip. Oh..ya..the cost..
Flight tickets for two (return) RM900+
Hotel Grand Pacific - RM225 per night for Friday & Sat; RM180 per night for Sun & Mon
*actually byk lg hotel yg murah tp malas dah nak cari sbb takut kureng menarik..huhu
Van RM300 per day (fuel not included, bayar separate)
Tourist guide (yg ni kami yang suka suki bagi Om, dia pun ok jek) - RM400

Gambar selingan..aktiviti orang Bandung

Happy 8th Anniversary

Assalaamualaikum..
On 26th March 2013 is our 8th anniversary. I am so thankful to Allah for the beautiful journey I have gone through with my beloved Am. I pray that we will always be together dunia & akhirat and may Allah give us strength to go through ups & downs together. May Allah fulfill our dreams...ameen :)
Love you...hadiah nanti eh?..hehe

Cebu Island Philippines

Assalaamualaikum..
As promised, my entry to Cebu Island.
Last January..on the 27th, we went to Cebu Island in Philippines. Am had to attend a training there. At first I was not that interested to join but since I have yet to go to Philippines so why not?
Basically, these points will explain what Cebu is like from my point of view:

1. Not easy to find Muslims so you know how hard to get halal food. Luckily we stayed at a hotel where there is a shopping mall called Ayala. There is a halal restaurant served Persian food (kebab je best, the beryani is like nasi goreng & masam so kureng sikit).
2. They like to eat pork..so be extra careful when u buy anything (takut tersilap, ada nampak mcm keropok ikan gitu)
3. The people are very nice & polite :). Luckily during our trip the 'Lahad Datu controversy' is yet to exist..alhamdulillah
4. They have guitar factories there in Lapu Lapu City
5. Their crafts/souvenirs are quite cheap if you buy at the stalls near seafood restaurant, I think it is at Lapu Lapu City.

Here are some pictures of us during the trip

 Visit to the museum & historical places in Cebu

 Visit to their office & lunch at a seafood restaurant

Being entertained by this uncle; drop by to purchase souvenirs, screaming when found out that the small purse is made of frog. Also visit a historical monument nearby

Sabun Popinjay

Assalaamualaikum..
Pernah dengar tak sabun ni? I tak pernah dengar, dengar dalam cerita Hantu Kak Limah 2 yg ada jin pakai toncit tu.
Lawak giler dengar Awie punya dialog "hmm..wanginye, mandi pakai sabun popinjay ke?" Dgn blurnye I tanya Am, amende tu? Terus dia gelak2...sambil berkata "laa tak tau ke sabun popinjay?" sambil menggoogle..dan..mmg I tak tahu.
Tapi bila tanya my geng makan, sumer tau. So I pun buat conclusion, org utara jek kut guna sabun popinjay nih..hehe. Org selatan x tau kut...

Ni pun i dapat dari en google..

Dinner RRM

assalaamualaikum..
just wanna share my pictures during my division's annual dinner. I think most of my readers are my office mate so, as u all know there is a 'smelly story' during the dinner which I have posted in my FB. So I do not want to write it here, kita ingat yg indah2 aje ye buk...

Not so lucky malam tu but since everybody will get present so I pun dapat lah. I dapat kettle..oklah jugak walaupun niat di hati nak tupperware or brg ikea.

Opsss...I am listening to this song called 'terpanah asmara' by BCL..alah lagu dalam Adma Hawa tu..haha. Bestnye..layanzz.

Ok back to dinner RRM..we have to perform that night according to our group given earlier. Kiranya we have been assigned to that group early of 2012 and will do activities according to that group. I am in a group called 'Mantop' leads by my boss - suratan atau kebetulan, x tau la. Anyway we managed to be the overall champion wpun we all kalah dlm persembahan. Mana taknya, group lain mmg x suka dgn our group sbbnye our leader suka kutuk2 manja group lain, tp x kisah la kan, janji juara..haha.

Kumpulan Mantop - JUARA